Double OH NO!!!

Physically, Mentally, And Emotionally exhausted :’(

I actually don’t ever cry unless I’m drunk or watching Marley and Me xD

But fuck… I’m close.

I hate everything ever and I hate me and frujcseyjbdeundeeeevjkbd

I’m so fucking fed up of myself

I really do kind of have a better understanding of people who reached the end of their rope and killed themselves. I’m obviously not going to do that, however I can’t see anyway back I genuinely don’t think I’ll ever be happy ever again.

And what’s even better Is I have to deal with this alone as I have no one to talk to.

My best friend is emotionally incapable of having these kinds of discussions
And I’m not comfortable talking to my family about it.

I have no idea anymore

Hey no one … I’m Will. I’m finally completely broken

And I deserve it

One day i’ll hopefully learn to drop all emotions and actually get on with my own life. 

however today is not that day. 

I’ll just be getting back to my complete mental breakdown. 

although on a plus side I’m stressing and obsessing over something completely different from the norm this time… go me.

1987 - did being born 

1987 to 1999 - did being awesome

1999 to 2006 - did being an outcast

2007 to 2010 - did being a lot of stupid shit

2010 to present day - did becoming who I am right now

Haters gonna hate 

potatoes gonna potate 

Hello world I’m Will. I’m not perfect, no one is. I’ve made mistakes, hurt a lot of people, lost a lot of people, made a few awesome as fucking awesome gets friends and now I’m just doing my own thing

no regrets

no sadness 

no happiness

just blissful ignorant numbness

NOW LET’S GET FUCKING FUCKED UP